Empty Sorrows - My grieves

Beware "Soul Gone Crazy"

Essence of my trust has been shattered by the betrayal of my belief . My hope has let me down , down to earth . A state of mind never understood by the human feeling of mine , Capturing moments with memories . Looking back with my lonely thoughts I realised I was at the edge of breaking down . Maybe I owe karma owe-fully a lot , punishing me with all this backstabbing from ones that I loved and trusted dearly  has wounded my mortal soul so deeply that the scar is a bad wound never treated but never forgotten . I asked myself ,”why must I endure all this? ”,then I look up .

Ash Of Time

Innocence betrays ,

Dignity sacrifices guilt ,

Murdering sincerity ,

Judging the reality ,

Punishing the silence ,

Untold pain of centuries ,

Story of the forgotten time ,

Blaming the present mystery ,

By : Maxime Nath

Living in this constant time that lives trough the present , many forget their past but only to be burdened by the thoughts of the future . Humans can be so cruel as the most evil demons but kind as the most sacred angels as well . But normally we forget our angel part and kept to our demonic part of our life , slowly infecting our soul with arrogance , lust , selfishness , most sickening of them all is backstabbing and shattering the trust of your hopefuls .     

Being me

Beware "Soul Gone Crazy"

Being me is though sometimes , all the people around me seems annoying sometimes frankly most of the times . Life seems to so mysterious yes with some misery at some point . Sitting in a corner wandering my ups and downs making me realize that past will remain as a past and thinking of the future can be pain in the ass sometimes . People close to me backstabbing and being selfish has always triggered my anger and disgust towards them but in the end the truth is "In life there only Me , Myself & I"

- Maxime Nath -

It was happening 6

I went back home that night with a beautiful sensation i felt throughout my conscious , i felt as though a butterfly flying in my stomach .It was the most beautiful night i ever had . I was at my balcony where I first saw her , Light up a stick of cigarettes . I was thinking and thinking about her .
I knew that day I must have her to be part of my life . Looking back , I never had a serious relationship . I never believed in a relationship before . But looking at her now I realize I was wrong all the way . i wanted her to myself to be a part of my life , I so badly needed her and i know at that point that I will do anything to have her .

I text-ed her good bye through my phone and when to bed with a sweetest dream i ever had in my sleep . I had a pleasant sleep that night . My hand phone ringing woke me up , it was her , Sandra "So where are you Alex ?",she asked me . "I just woke up , with my boxer on "I said while laughing .

"Well I am actually overlooking your apartment from down here" and she giggled , "listen today i want to meet you in the coffee shop we met the other day , there is something interesting and urgent that I have to discuss with you in personal and not through the phone "she continued .

"I will be there in 10 minutes", I answered .

I took my shower in a hurry and rushed to the coffee shop . There she was waiting for me , I felt so happy to know that she was there waiting for me . That made me flatter . "Alex , I've been waiting for you for ages , where have you been " she looked nervous . I look at my watch and I was 5 minutes earlier .

" Well Alex let me introduce you to some one special , Alex meet John and John meet Alex , " She introduced me to a stranger that i know is about to shatter my heart . "Well Alex , John is actually my fiancée    and we have meet recently in fall last year and decided to get engaged . We are planning to get married in November and as your the best friend of mine , I want you to be the "best man" for our wedding " she said happily . I was speechless for a moment , as the girl that I thought will be a part of my life has just asked me  to be the best man for her wedding , What a heart breaker ! I thought to myself .

why ....

Life's question to us is "why" ,,,,,

Do you have any answer