Thursday, April 22, 2010
Thanks
Beware "Soul Gone Crazy"
Identifying silence thoughts
In your presence
Missing your knowledgeable love
In your absence
Enlighten wandering soul
With the touch of your smile
Beauty bows
Showing the mortal world
The immortalized memories of you
Lived on through our memories
Guiding our mind
Sailing through the turbulent
Ocean of life
Saturday, April 10, 2010
It was happening 5
Dinner never felt so good , i thought to myself . We promised for a candle light dinner at the cafe just down the street . I made the effort to book the best table in the restaurant add on with a with of the finest and convenient champagne . I used up my 2 months of saving for the dinner , but to realise that she's having dinner with me , money didn't matter at all . i felt like I could spend her millions if I had those sort of money .
Day retired to give way for night to fall , I dressed up with the finest cloths and foot wear which was a jeans and a shirt with my pair of Timberland shoes . I was there before she was . I waited for her with a bouquet of roses . Then from the far end of the restaurant facing the view of the road from the safety of the large window in the restaurant , I saw the the door opened by one of the waitress . She walked in with her gorgeous smile lighting up her face , with a beautiful sky blue gaun on her which made my dress up look a bit too silly . She is so beautiful tonight .
I did the gentlemen's honor by pulling her chair and giving her space to be seated at the table . The waiter light up the candle after we were seated and I ordered for the champagne bottle to be brought in . The 3 dinner course themed love at first sight complete with bands playing slow love song's in the background . The dinner started with appetizers then moved on to the main dish , It was awesomely cooked mutton steak with potatoes and truffle sauce , and to finish it off a beautiful paired cup of ice cream and strawberry puree .
That was the most awesome dinner I ever had for a very long time . After the dinner she looked in to my eyes and said "Thanks Alex for this superb dinner , It's a simple dinner but it was very beautiful . Your simplicity is capturing my heart , I really do like your simplicity ". "It makes you what you are ", she continued . I just kept smiling but she didn't knew that she has already captured my heart . After the dinner , sipping trough the champagne we were having some chats and she opened up to me about her plans for the future and her dreams , maybe she's having too much of champagne i thought to myself . she had all those big ambition and dreams which i wish i could be part of it . We didn't even notice time passed by .
It was getting rather late and I decided to walk her back to her place . Suddenly she pooped the question "Why can't guys be as good and romantic as you ", I simply answered by saying "Why can't girls be awesome like you . That day I saw a hope for me to be a part of her wonderful life . To my shocking she just lives in an apartment few blocks away from mine . We gave each other our number and said good bye for the day ......
TO BE CONTINUED
Day retired to give way for night to fall , I dressed up with the finest cloths and foot wear which was a jeans and a shirt with my pair of Timberland shoes . I was there before she was . I waited for her with a bouquet of roses . Then from the far end of the restaurant facing the view of the road from the safety of the large window in the restaurant , I saw the the door opened by one of the waitress . She walked in with her gorgeous smile lighting up her face , with a beautiful sky blue gaun on her which made my dress up look a bit too silly . She is so beautiful tonight .
I did the gentlemen's honor by pulling her chair and giving her space to be seated at the table . The waiter light up the candle after we were seated and I ordered for the champagne bottle to be brought in . The 3 dinner course themed love at first sight complete with bands playing slow love song's in the background . The dinner started with appetizers then moved on to the main dish , It was awesomely cooked mutton steak with potatoes and truffle sauce , and to finish it off a beautiful paired cup of ice cream and strawberry puree .
That was the most awesome dinner I ever had for a very long time . After the dinner she looked in to my eyes and said "Thanks Alex for this superb dinner , It's a simple dinner but it was very beautiful . Your simplicity is capturing my heart , I really do like your simplicity ". "It makes you what you are ", she continued . I just kept smiling but she didn't knew that she has already captured my heart . After the dinner , sipping trough the champagne we were having some chats and she opened up to me about her plans for the future and her dreams , maybe she's having too much of champagne i thought to myself . she had all those big ambition and dreams which i wish i could be part of it . We didn't even notice time passed by .
It was getting rather late and I decided to walk her back to her place . Suddenly she pooped the question "Why can't guys be as good and romantic as you ", I simply answered by saying "Why can't girls be awesome like you . That day I saw a hope for me to be a part of her wonderful life . To my shocking she just lives in an apartment few blocks away from mine . We gave each other our number and said good bye for the day ......
TO BE CONTINUED
To my dear blogers and followers
I am officially changing my pen name from GNath to Maxime Nath , which will be my permanent pen name . Sorry for the confusion .
Thank you
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Friday, April 9, 2010
It was happening 4
I couldn't sleep that night , My thoughts was surrounding only on her . Romantic scenery and rhythm fulfill my sleepless dream that night . How am I going to express my feelings to her . Being a very straight forward person , I have lost touch on her matter . Wow I thought love can be blind but i realise only that day that love also can change some one . It was around 0500 am that day , I woke up and felt so blurred , happy and confused at the same time . Well let time and god decide . So did I pray .
Time was so cruel to me that day . It was 10.00 am and i headed down to the coffee shop as planned and there she was sitting there and looking at her watch . What i forgot that day was my watch is 15 minutes late . I walked up to her with a box of chocolates which i brought from the shop next door and greeted her with a smile . "Shall we have our breakfast , a coffee and waffle would be nice " she said . " Well I actually don't take coffee i don't like the taste of coffee", i replied . "I knew it , You were following aren't you "She was laughing at me . I was speechless and with a cool tone i just shred it off by saying "No , I just wanted to taste the coffee here ".
Time passed by smoothly , i never notice the changing of time when I was with her . we were talking about our life , the past , the present and the future . She was telling me about how her life went after high school up to her university life and her working days . The more i was talking to her the more i realise that i am in love with her . It was getting late afternoon . We departed in our own ways and promised for a candle light dinner the next day ...
TO BE CONTINUED
Time was so cruel to me that day . It was 10.00 am and i headed down to the coffee shop as planned and there she was sitting there and looking at her watch . What i forgot that day was my watch is 15 minutes late . I walked up to her with a box of chocolates which i brought from the shop next door and greeted her with a smile . "Shall we have our breakfast , a coffee and waffle would be nice " she said . " Well I actually don't take coffee i don't like the taste of coffee", i replied . "I knew it , You were following aren't you "She was laughing at me . I was speechless and with a cool tone i just shred it off by saying "No , I just wanted to taste the coffee here ".
Time passed by smoothly , i never notice the changing of time when I was with her . we were talking about our life , the past , the present and the future . She was telling me about how her life went after high school up to her university life and her working days . The more i was talking to her the more i realise that i am in love with her . It was getting late afternoon . We departed in our own ways and promised for a candle light dinner the next day ...
TO BE CONTINUED
touch of love
As my brain knocks my head ,
I set my eyes on her ,
A feeling that I can’t explain ,
Surrounds my consciousness ,
Music of soulfulness ,
Comforts my feelings ,
My heart was indeed ,
Craving for her ’s ,
As though I’ve been ,
Enslaved by her thoughts ,
I set my eyes on her ,
A feeling that I can’t explain ,
Surrounds my consciousness ,
Music of soulfulness ,
Comforts my feelings ,
My heart was indeed ,
Craving for her ’s ,
As though I’ve been ,
Enslaved by her thoughts ,
It was happening 3
She sat next beside me and I was so awesomely awed by her . If only I could hug her and comfort her , rhythm of love was beating fast in the flow of my heartbeat . Such a women , There she was Sandy the only girl to woo my heart and disturb my conscious . She was talking to me as if she knew me for years , "do you know Alex I use to admire you during our high school days but you were too popular that I was unnoticed by you , So how's you're life ? She kept on talking to me but I was so thrown away by her beauty I knew then I was in love , A feeling so beautiful that i can't explain through words .
" Alex are you there ? why do you look at me that way ? Hello ! " she snapped me back from my little romance dream of mine back to reality . "No I was thinking a bout something , Is a small world . Anyway hows your relationship , any boyfriends ?" I asked her . She just sighed it off by saying ,"I got no time for myself and no way I got time for any guy in my life".
I was so relieved to hear that . H mm wish I can make her mine forever . Thats the only thing that was going on in my mind . I am usually talkative but on that day I was so quite in her presence . She made me speechless , "Okey Alex I have to leave now , I am already late for my work . By the way I am working as a in the Bank just end of this street as a customer service and relations officer . You are invited to drop by anytime , bye then " she said . " Hold on there , so when can I see you again , maybe a cup of coffee sometime ". I spoke up to her . " Well today is Friday i am off for tomorrow , Tomorrow will be great , a cup of coffee and breakfast will be just nice ", she said back . "So be it , so tomorrow morning around 10am here , Set . In case I am late how do I contact you ", I tried to get her number . But she was cautious and just laugh off by saying , "Don't worry I will be waiting for you ".
So she said bye and just went along to work . My eyes kept watching her as she went by until I lost the sight of her among the crowd . She kept turning back and looking at me wit her sweet smile . After she left , i felt like rains of rose petals dropping on me . I was so in love , A feeling that I never felt before .
I went back to my apartment and time was rather slow for me that day .
It was around mid-night when I doze off into my sleep , anxiously waiting for the next day to come ...
TO BE CONTINUED
" Alex are you there ? why do you look at me that way ? Hello ! " she snapped me back from my little romance dream of mine back to reality . "No I was thinking a bout something , Is a small world . Anyway hows your relationship , any boyfriends ?" I asked her . She just sighed it off by saying ,"I got no time for myself and no way I got time for any guy in my life".
I was so relieved to hear that . H mm wish I can make her mine forever . Thats the only thing that was going on in my mind . I am usually talkative but on that day I was so quite in her presence . She made me speechless , "Okey Alex I have to leave now , I am already late for my work . By the way I am working as a in the Bank just end of this street as a customer service and relations officer . You are invited to drop by anytime , bye then " she said . " Hold on there , so when can I see you again , maybe a cup of coffee sometime ". I spoke up to her . " Well today is Friday i am off for tomorrow , Tomorrow will be great , a cup of coffee and breakfast will be just nice ", she said back . "So be it , so tomorrow morning around 10am here , Set . In case I am late how do I contact you ", I tried to get her number . But she was cautious and just laugh off by saying , "Don't worry I will be waiting for you ".
So she said bye and just went along to work . My eyes kept watching her as she went by until I lost the sight of her among the crowd . She kept turning back and looking at me wit her sweet smile . After she left , i felt like rains of rose petals dropping on me . I was so in love , A feeling that I never felt before .
I went back to my apartment and time was rather slow for me that day .
It was around mid-night when I doze off into my sleep , anxiously waiting for the next day to come ...
TO BE CONTINUED
L.I.F.E mind & matter collide
LIFE
Past ,
Lies in the history ,
Together with memories ,
Strengthen by time ,
Present ,
Lives in the dust of mystery ,
Moving through the moment ,
Dimension of the forgotten ,
Future ,
Life ‘s Anticipation of destiny ,
Hoping for a dream come true ,
Burdening thoughts ,
A minute past is history ,
A minute now is a mystery ,
A minute after is a unfulfilled destiny ,
“ Life is clouded by the mist of real and illusion . Only to be judged by the sanity of mind and the insanity of our heart ”
L - Living
I - Interesting
F - For
E - Eternity
Thursday, April 8, 2010
It was happening 2
Only the next day I planned to approach her . But i was very nervous cause i'm going to approach a girl i never knew before and hopefully don't get a beating of it . I have always enjoyed thrills in my life but never expect it to be this thrilling , God please Help me was the only thing going on in my mind . So i put my mind together and just followed my heart , which turned out to be the ride of a life time .
Got up rather early that day , and put on my clothes and prepared my self for the drama of the life time . I waited for her that morning just the opposite of my apartment . Then she just showed up from out of no where , time just freeze in her presence . I was so blown away by her . I followed her , she stopped by the local coffee shop to buy some coffee . I join the queue just behind her . She started to notice me which made me anxious . She bought herself a cup of coffee and sat on the table just outside of the shop .
i don't like coffees but for the sake of love i bought my self a cup of latte and sat next to her table , i felt so silly . I tried looking at her but every time i look into her eyes i just go carried away . Then suddenly she walked up to me , i was so shocked , 'Hi Alex how are you , you are Alex rite , Don't you remember me?" she said to me , I was speechless and so struck-ed . "hello are you there , it's me Sandy your junior in high school . And i was thinking to my self "damn how could i missed her in high school".
She sat next beside me and . . .
TO BE CONTINUED
Got up rather early that day , and put on my clothes and prepared my self for the drama of the life time . I waited for her that morning just the opposite of my apartment . Then she just showed up from out of no where , time just freeze in her presence . I was so blown away by her . I followed her , she stopped by the local coffee shop to buy some coffee . I join the queue just behind her . She started to notice me which made me anxious . She bought herself a cup of coffee and sat on the table just outside of the shop .
i don't like coffees but for the sake of love i bought my self a cup of latte and sat next to her table , i felt so silly . I tried looking at her but every time i look into her eyes i just go carried away . Then suddenly she walked up to me , i was so shocked , 'Hi Alex how are you , you are Alex rite , Don't you remember me?" she said to me , I was speechless and so struck-ed . "hello are you there , it's me Sandy your junior in high school . And i was thinking to my self "damn how could i missed her in high school".
She sat next beside me and . . .
TO BE CONTINUED
It was happening 1
As time passes by according to the rhythm of the nature , I was standing in the balcony of my apartment filling my lungs with the smoke from my cigarettes . I was looking down to the streets with only my shorts on . It was early morning around 0730 am , the city streets are busy with moving vehicles and walking passer by's rushing to their work . It was a normal sight on a working day , but i felt something was different that day . An unusual feeling surrounds me , my heart beats faster and i felt a nice warm gush of wind in my face . A simple look to my right changed my life , there she was among the passer by's walking . At my first sight i felt as if I've seen an angel , my heart starts to beat faster as if I am mesmerized in her presence until i never notice the the hot cigarette butt i was holding . I knew the i was in love at first sight , but i was too deeply surrounded my emotions of unexplainable feeling that i almost fell from my balcony . So I waited for evening to come , and so i did waited then there she was walking among other people . My heart just freeze for a moment in her presence , I was blown her way by her beauty and the elegance i saw in her . She was tall , charming and captured my heart .
But I didn't approach her at first . Only the next day ...
TO BE CONTINUED
But I didn't approach her at first . Only the next day ...
TO BE CONTINUED
Ever Lonely
I thought to myself to forget the past but my present doesn't want to let it go . This is how i feel now days . For me the past is not to be forgotten but to be cherished and made as part of our life . Or life in the past teaches us to be more weary of the surrounding world and appreciate life more . Life is short and uncertain so don't complicate it more with unnecessary complication of the future , live for the moment and let your present determine the unknown of the future .
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Fading Away
Losing my time in this world , Thats how I feel right now . Life is uncertain fill with sweet and sometimes sour memories . So how do we cherish those memories as human are known to be forgetful , I capture my memories and thoughts trough my passion in writing as I believe my heart lies in what i write and my soul lies in my writing .
Still searching for my real self ,,, who am i?
Still searching for my real self ,,, who am i?
Ship that never sank
It’s been long ,
Since we were together ,
Sharing and caring ,
Our happiness and sadness ,
Making me miss your presence ,
In my life ,
We’ve gone trough a lot ,
Together bond in time ,
In the ship that will ,
We sail together ,
Our friendship will never sink ,
Immortalised trough eternity ,
You are a big part of me ,
Together will we be ,
In our memories forever ,
MISS YOU MY FRIEND
By : Maxime Nath
Since we were together ,
Sharing and caring ,
Our happiness and sadness ,
Making me miss your presence ,
In my life ,
We’ve gone trough a lot ,
Together bond in time ,
In the ship that will ,
We sail together ,
Our friendship will never sink ,
Immortalised trough eternity ,
You are a big part of me ,
Together will we be ,
In our memories forever ,
MISS YOU MY FRIEND
By : Maxime Nath
Serenity
The Moon lies under ,
Mist of loneliness ,
Waiting ,
night after night ,
Day after day ,
Never understanding ,
The sun shine’s reflects it’s light ,
As sunsets in the west ,
Deflecting it’s soul to the moon
Giving new hope ,
Till infinity ,
But never to be understood by the moon
Amazing life’s puzzle
By : Maxime Nath
Mist of loneliness ,
Waiting ,
night after night ,
Day after day ,
Never understanding ,
The sun shine’s reflects it’s light ,
As sunsets in the west ,
Deflecting it’s soul to the moon
Giving new hope ,
Till infinity ,
But never to be understood by the moon
Amazing life’s puzzle
By : Maxime Nath
What is and what is not
Wound so deep,
It bleeds grieve ,
Faking is what I see ,
Untruthful to ourselves we are ,
Love is in the past ,
As a part of our past ,
Left are only memories ,
Only to be sank deep in our ego
Hatred has taken over ,
Turning us all aboard
Loneliness’ is true
Forever and ever
By : Maxime Nath
It bleeds grieve ,
Faking is what I see ,
Untruthful to ourselves we are ,
Love is in the past ,
As a part of our past ,
Left are only memories ,
Only to be sank deep in our ego
Hatred has taken over ,
Turning us all aboard
Loneliness’ is true
Forever and ever
By : Maxime Nath
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Looking Forward
Being an so called author excite's me . As I believe my heart lies in my writing and my soul lies in what I write . Writing has been always been my passion . Recent events has change my perspective towards life and relationships . Since small I have been always looking for an adventure , making me a nature and outdoor activity lover but now days I find my adventure in stories and poems I write . ow involved in a project in with collaboration with the ever exciting Maya . A project on a life's view in two different perspective . Looking forward
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